In the past, I lived what looked externally like a “successful” life: combat helicopter pilot, entrepreneur, CEO, chairman, director.
But beneath the surface, something was shifting — something deep, not always clear — and it eventually led me to a full stop.
Without fully understanding it, I found myself on a journey of healing, growth, and rebuilding. I came to understand I was living with unprocessed trauma that left me unable to function. I broke apart. And then, I set out on a new path — to rebuild myself, this time from the inside out.

It’s important to say: it doesn’t always look like this.
Not everyone meets trauma.
You don’t have to break down to begin the journey.
Sometimes, a quiet restlessness, a spark of curiosity, or even the smallest question is enough to invite change.

The inquiry itself — when approached with courage and care — opens new doors.

I’ve dedicated seven years of my life to this path, diving deep.
My journey back to myself took me to ashrams in India, the jungles of Peru, the study and practice of meditation, mindfulness, psychedelics, Buddhism, and mysticism.
At the same time, I pushed myself physically through endurance sports. The inquiry became a way of life.
I’ve learned that the ability to listen inwardly is a key to a fuller, more connected life.

I didn’t study psychology in university, but I’ve explored, learned, and gone deep with the teachings of some of the world’s leaders in trauma, mind-body work, and deep healing.
I’ve lived it. I live it every day.

And I’ve learned just as much from the courageous people who supported me along the way — therapists, guides, psychologists from many traditions.
I’m deeply grateful to them — for their wisdom, presence, and heart.